Been a while since I've posted on here. Apologies to anyone who was bored enough to keep up with this blog. I guess I thought I wanted this blog to go one direction and only that direction (political opinions) but I've decided to allow myself to post about a larger variety of things. Starting with this one about [my] life.

When I was in high school, I remember reading a poem/song/something a friend had posted on their AIM profile and recall being moved by the profound use of words and puns. For some reason I still think back to some of the words and wish I had it in front of me to read. Unfortunately, I don't have it. It had to do with reminiscing about the past/childhood and how life has become so much more complicated. If I ever manage to find it or come up with a coherent stream of at least one verse, I'll post it.

Little did I know, back then, that trivial love/dating pursuits would not be the core of my problems a few years down the line. Now I'm faced with the prospect of so-called adulthood and feeling more and more lost and confused. In this labyrinth I've learned to call life- I've only found myself deeper within the maze with few options left of escape.

I've been facing many difficult decisions of what to do with my future these days. In high school, it was whether or not to go to college (pretty easy decision at the time). In college, it was which organizations to be a part of as well what to study. Now I'm faced with the all too-important-yet-confusing path of going to grad school's (and if so, what to study) or in what field I would like to pursue a career in.

I know that later down the line in my life I will only be facing more difficult decisions, but right now I can't help but feel more helpless than I ever have my entire life. Where do I go from here?